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| its been long since i update this livejournal. it seems dead.
anyway, thats not the whole point. the whole point is that i am here to update right. anyway, you know g dragon? that guy form big bang. his solo album is out and heartbreaker is damn nice. so go listen to that song okay. he is damn cool and i love him. but i love his puppy bulldog even more. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD its damn cute luh. i want a puppy bulldog like NOW!
no more eye candy. no more LYD! he is out of my life entirely. its not that we were together once, but anyway, its better to keep him away from my life, he is a BAD GUY! like rain's rainism, I AM A BAD BOY, I AM A BAD BAD BOY! he is one. yupp. ((((((((((:
you must be thinking of shihan. but we are still friends. and nothing more than that. yupp. NOTHING MORE THAN THAT.
anyway, i dont know if its fate. but when i saw him at my house's bus stop. i really really got a shocked. i mean, i never ever seen him before. and when i was like tired and depressed over my macroeconomics, he is walking towards me and stand beside me. for once, i thought i was really dreaming. but anyway, i know i am not dreaming, and the dream only lasts for like 5 mins. yeah. wondering who i am talking about? he is that hot guy from church. the car number guy. yeah. i thought he will be at church because its sunday but i just saw him there, so you know, happy luh. but still, nothing possible will come out from us. so dont think too muuch. its just a dream.
CIAO!
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| peeps, you know what?
i had decided to keep low. i dont know what went wrong with shihan. but i have decided to keep low and slowly just treat him as friends. my main goal or someone that i mainly going to like is this guy from my course which is my eye candy. (:
he is damn hot luh. wah piang.
HAHA. for the past few days when we are having mid semester test, both of us were in the same room. and then aiya, long story. but he really made my day and i happy for like one whole week luh,
now 2 wweeks of breaks, i think i will miss him. sian.
about shihan, i really got nothing to say. i dont know what's wrong with him. and he just tell me that he dont know how to tell me. i just feel like giving up and really really treat him as friends. REALLY! sian. i heck care if he is going to patch back with his girlfriend, and also heck care if he. he. he. i dont know luh. just heck care.
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| i feel so pissed off. why?
i also dont know why. am i jealous or what? i dont know. its been 2 days since he last called me and now i feel so sian and bored. he is always busy with something else. i also not his who. chey. sian. so sian. how like that?! i realise our messages have cut down. our calls have stopped. we didnt really talked much. i told him about it. and he just apologize. i feel like slapping his face luh. why he keep apologizing? he just dont understand at all. sian. so sian. AARGH!!!!
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| sian luh.
i think i am so used to having him calling me every night that just because he is not able to call, i am feeling so sian and bored. geess. how like that?!
you know who right?! - Mood:blank
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| its been long since i updated this bloody dead livejournal.
HAHA.
okay update update uh.
i have this eye candy from my course but different class. he not bad luh. not bad looking, body also not bad, hair also not bad. his smile also very nice. his everything not bad just that his teeth is crooked luh. yeah. but who cares. i like him not for his teeth right?
secondly, there is this guy called alvin from my class who eye candy on me. sian. and OMG! its totally out luh. i am not prejudiced over bad looking guys. its a nice feeling to know that there's actually someone who eye candy you but the thing is that of course you will be more happier if its a good looking hot guy right. so yeah luh. but no feelings. not in the next 2 years. or even the next 32183187475475456727294918748236723367136487354713254years.
thirdly, remember shihan RINKU? he is actually a guy not a girl, HAHA. okay, yeah. i have been messaging him recently. yupp. but at first he had a girlfriend, so i didnt do anything . as in there's feelings, but i just kept quiet. then just passed saturday, he told me his girlfriend broke up with him. the thing that i want to clarify is that, they broke up is not because of me. but they actually had alot of conflict already, thats why. but then i still message him all that luh. we did call each other every night. yeahh. yupp. thats all.
this is called updating. hee hee. (: - Mood:loved
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well, another one with girlfriend. ETHAN GOH! yupp.so now left with BENJAMIN NEO and DAMIAN TIOH!
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guess what? i feel so heartbroken. got girlfriend already. ENG TINGFONG! haiz. how like that.
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know what? i dont like jeremy teo anymore. because he got girlfriend. HAHA! i wont steal people's boyfriend pls.
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yo! i really like this feeling.
the feeling of waiting for someone. yeah. he may not like me for now, but who cares. the feeling of waiting for him just to go online is so nice. it may not be a good feeling while waiting but when he came online, i will start to smile and everything. HAHA! yeah. nice nice nice feeling. (:- Mood:amused
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