happyshitsmile

UPDATE!

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 08:56:43 GMT

its been long since i update this livejournal. it seems dead.

anyway, thats not the whole point. the whole point is that i am here to update right. anyway, you know g dragon? that guy form big bang. his solo album is out and heartbreaker is damn nice. so go listen to that song okay. he is damn cool and i love him. but i love his puppy bulldog even more. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD its damn cute luh. i want a puppy bulldog like NOW!

no more eye candy. no more LYD! he is out of my life entirely. its not that we were together once, but anyway, its better to keep him away from my life, he is a BAD GUY! like rain's rainism, I AM A BAD BOY, I AM A BAD BAD BOY! he is one. yupp. ((((((((((:

you must be thinking of shihan. but we are still friends. and nothing more than that. yupp. NOTHING MORE THAN THAT.

anyway, i dont know if its fate. but when i saw him at my house's bus stop. i really really got a shocked. i mean, i never ever seen him before. and when i was like tired and depressed over my macroeconomics, he is walking towards me and stand beside me. for once, i thought i was really dreaming. but anyway, i know i am not dreaming, and the dream only lasts for like 5 mins. yeah. wondering who i am talking about? he is that hot guy from church. the car number guy. yeah. i thought he will be at church because its sunday but i just saw him there, so you know, happy luh. but still, nothing possible will come out from us. so dont think too muuch. its just a dream.

CIAO!

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 04:34:02 GMT

peeps, you know what?

i had decided to keep low. i dont know what went wrong with shihan. but i have decided to keep low and slowly just treat him as friends. my main goal or someone that i mainly going to like is this guy from my course which is my eye candy. (:

he is damn hot luh. wah piang.

HAHA. for the past few days when we are having mid semester test, both of us were in the same room. and then aiya, long story. but he really made my day and i happy for like one whole week luh,

now 2 wweeks of breaks, i think i will miss him. sian.

about shihan, i really got nothing to say. i dont know what's wrong with him. and he just tell me that he dont know how to tell me. i just feel like giving up and really really treat him as friends. REALLY! sian. i heck care if he is going to patch back with his girlfriend, and also heck care if he. he. he. i dont know luh. just heck care.

hmph.

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 03:03:28 GMT

i feel so pissed off. why?

i also dont know why. am i jealous or what? i dont know. its been 2 days since he last called me and now i feel so sian and bored. he is always busy with something else. i also not his who. chey. sian. so sian. how like that?! i realise our messages have cut down. our calls have stopped. we didnt really talked much. i told him about it. and he just apologize. i feel like slapping his face luh. why he keep apologizing? he just dont understand at all. sian. so sian. AARGH!!!!

HAHA.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:07:12 GMT

sian luh.

i think i am so used to having him calling me every night that just because he is not able to call, i am feeling so sian and bored. geess. how like that?!

you know who right?!

Fri, 29 May 2009 13:39:51 GMT

its been long since i updated this bloody dead livejournal.

HAHA.

okay update update uh.

i have this eye candy from my course but different class. he not bad luh. not bad looking, body also not bad, hair also not bad. his smile also very nice. his everything not bad just that his teeth is crooked luh. yeah. but who cares. i like him not for his teeth right?

secondly, there is this guy called alvin from my class who eye candy on me. sian. and OMG! its totally out luh. i am not prejudiced over bad looking guys. its a nice feeling to know that there's actually someone who eye candy you but the thing is that of course you will be more happier if its a good looking hot guy right. so yeah luh. but no feelings. not in the next 2 years. or even the next 32183187475475456727294918748236723367136487354713254years.

thirdly, remember shihan RINKU? he is actually a guy not a girl, HAHA. okay, yeah. i have been messaging him recently. yupp. but at first he had a girlfriend, so i didnt do anything . as in there's feelings, but i just kept quiet. then just passed saturday, he told me his girlfriend broke up with him. the thing that i want to clarify is that, they broke up is not because of me. but they actually had alot of conflict already, thats why. but then i still message him all that luh. we did call each other every night. yeahh. yupp. thats all.

this is called updating. hee hee. (:

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 11:55:09 GMT

well, another one with girlfriend. ETHAN GOH! yupp.so now left with BENJAMIN NEO and DAMIAN TIOH!

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:56:42 GMT

guess what? i feel so heartbroken. got girlfriend already. ENG TINGFONG! haiz. how like that.

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:45:31 GMT

know what? i dont like jeremy teo anymore. because he got girlfriend. HAHA! i wont steal people's boyfriend pls.

FEELS!

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:04:53 GMT

yo! i really like this feeling.

the feeling of waiting for someone. yeah. he may not like me for now, but who cares. the feeling of waiting for him just to go online is so nice. it may not be a good feeling while waiting but when he came online, i will start to smile and everything. HAHA! yeah. nice nice nice feeling. (:

feeling

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:51:42 GMT

actually, i really care about what he is thinking. not alvis obviously. i will care abou tif he will be online anot so on and so forth. yeah. how?

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 03:01:00 GMT

i cant wait for school to start. yay! HAHA! oh yeah, recently, i attended FOW(2-4APRIL) at TP and it was damn fun. HAHA! did i tell you guys about the GLs that i like? HAHA! theres four of them.

1)Benjamin Neo
2)Eng Tingfong
3)Jeremy Teo
4)Ethan Goh

if i ever describe to you how benjamin looks like, i think yo uwill be shocked. he has to piercing on the lips, two piercing at the eyebrow and two on the tongue. shocking right?! when i tell elaine yesterday, she was like NO! HUH? CANNOT! AH BENG! HAHA! so funny. but who knows?! i might one day end up with this kind of guy. right? (:

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 15:24:50 GMT

alright. seriously speaking. i really really really dont like alvis anymore. not exactly dont like luh. just that no more feelings for him. so people, stop saying that i still like alvis okay. i hate it.(:

you must seriously give me some time to get use to livejournal because its my first time using this. so yupp.(:

and i realize something. something big. somebody is together with somebody. but who cares?! its none of my business anyway. I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS! yeah. just taught elaine accounts today at airport. and i really had so much fun luh. HAHA! we took quite a number of pics. but i think it will take quite a long time to load it up. so guys, just go facebook and see. okay?

NEW!

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:51:09 GMT

alright. first post, new beginnig. i dont think there will bethat many people who will know my livejournal. because it will be my personal and private blogging place. however, you can still can find me on cloudsandeverything.blogspot.com. and please! always leave comments after reading the posts okay?